something i want to get off my chest

i feel really lonely lately

it is this far off feeling like im not where i should be and that im missing out

when i see photos of people having fun i think that being that way isnt for me

i havent hung out with anyone in so long because ive become distant from people

i really just want to feel that again and not be so serious and feel like things are ok

i dont want to be lonely i dont want to constantly feel uneasy 

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