January 2012
1 post
winter
my feet create a crunching sound as they meet the snow on the pavement below
my skin is being stung by the frozen air
as i breathe in and out i can feel the cold air enter my lungs
with each breath of air my lungs are weighed down and my breathing is made heavy
December 2011
4 posts
i wonder if it’s possible to have it all
i want to feel beautiful and know that its true
lately ive gotten to thinking
i want a relationship, but for the wrong reasons
i seem to just want someone who will make me feel special and remove my insecurities but if someone needs to be there to reassuring me all the time, when its over ill be worse than when it began
i need to decide what my insecurities are and work on them so that i am in a relationship for the person and not to feed myself
physical:
my smile -...
November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
11 posts
loveyourchaos:
I’m getting happy just thinking about you being alive.
okay.
“I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”
– Jonathan Safran Foer
(via pulmonaire)
my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
“If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.”
– Lemony Snicket (via mynameiselly)
You're on my mind more than you should be.
1 tag
Not feeling too great about myself tonight.
frknbethany:
But of course, when am I ever?
being left out
feeling unwanted
never good enough
September 2011
3 posts
sometimes i really wish i knew what people think of me
2 tags
August 2011
12 posts
feeling like im not good enough
i just want to be enough
i just want to be so many things that i am not
i think my anxiety is in not knowing.
not knowing what to expect
not knowing how things will turn out
i suppose as well, that is where the excitement lies
not knowing, being taken for a ride
i have faith that i will turn out fine
i can’t wait to see where this leads me
4 tags
i can’t quite figure it out
it seems with me, it’s all or nothing
i care too much or not at all
i think a desire to be accepted has drawn out the worst in me
i’ve become overly judgemental and critical
unwinding every detail and picking moments apart
protecting myself with a shield so that i am unable to be phased
in the end it just brings a headache
i just want someone to cuddle with
is that too much to ask
July 2011
13 posts
-courage:
derpes:
i hate how something makes complete sense in my head and then when i try to say it to someone else it just fucks over and nothing connects and i hate myself and fall into a deep depression
drinkdarjeeling:
I just want to feel beautiful enough for you.
sometimes
i've noticed this weird tendency
I get easily annoyed when I am with people
yet while alone I feel incomplete, like something is missing
a balance would be nice
bigbootybitchess:
i have a tendency to give up on things
youareoneofthem.
do you ever just get a nostalgic feeling, brought by an everyday action?
mine always seem to lead to you
i know this is silly but i cant help but wonder what could have been
i know things are so much different now
but something beyond logic drives these feelings
June 2011
16 posts
something i want to get off my chest
i feel really lonely lately
it is this far off feeling like im not where i should be and that im missing out
when i see photos of people having fun i think that being that way isnt for me
i havent hung out with anyone in so long because ive become distant from people
i really just want to feel that again and not be so serious and feel like things are ok
i dont want to be lonely i dont want to...
